nitesh pandey

Friends... Do you know what it's like to be tortured by your own mind....?? lets go with a story ... A story dedicated to a friend....!   It was a normal morning… I was getting ready for my class then.. only Knock..knock…knock .. Yes who is there just come in… its open.. ( I said). Rohan… rohan.. come .. come with me..( it was shyam.. he was horrified ) Hey.. what happened shyam… Just come with me…(he said). Ok..   m coming but tell me what happened.. Raghav … ( he stopped ) Yes.. where is he..? what he has done now..? He hanged himself…?? (he said). What the f…k?? Hey you know… the phase I m going through.. don’t make these type of nuisance statements..! ( I said) Yrr… you come with me…!( he said). Friends.. raghav was my first room mate.. the most simple and quiet,humble person I have ever met… I was horrified and went to the room no 465…. I can’t describe the situation .. but really it was horrifying .. shyam wa...

                  Friends , "Trust is like a paper , once it's crumbled it can't be perfect..." "It's the anniversary today." He exclaimed in his mind, remembering the very same day of 2014. ... No. It's not an engagement or marriage anniversary. It's their 'Break Up' anniversary. It's been an year since she left him. He goes through that days proceedings, again, in his mind. 09-05-2014. She was looking beautiful, with a bright smile on her face. He was controlling himself, from spilling out all the happiness in his heart. He thought, "Today, I am gonna express my true feelings to her through this tiny ring". But before he could say anything, she broke the silence, and said, "I wanna tell you something." He replied, "What a coincidence! Even I have been longing to tell you something." She continued, "I think we should part our ways." These words felt like a dagger was being poke...

  A real time experience of a nurse..........! Lenora was dying. She was 54 and had inoperable cancer. She lay in bed on pillows surrounded by fragrant flowers. The two of us were alone in her room. Lenora’s family was gathered at her house. Suddenly she addressed me sternly. “Ms. Nurse,” she said, pointing to a corner of the room, “this big angel comes and stands by my bed. Right there. He’s always smiling at me.”  She fixed me with a look.  “Ms. Nurse, when I see that angel, do you really think I see that angel?” Something in Lenora’s tone told me she’d already tried convincing her family about this angel.  Years before, when I first started working as a hospice nurse, I might have hesitated answering her question. I knew all too well the effects of medication and exhaustion on a dying brain. That day, though, I knew exactly what to say. I knew, because years of working with people at the end of their lives had taught me a new, more hopeful and, I bel...

“When I hear somebody sigh, ‘Life is hard,’ I am always tempted to ask, ‘Compared to what?’” Life is like a journey on a train...   with its stations...   with changes of routes...   and with accidents !   We board this train when we are born and our parents are the ones who get our ticket. We believe they will always travel on this train with us. However, at some station our parents will get off the train, leaving us alone on this journey. As time goes by, other passengers will board the train, many of whom will be significant - our siblings, friends, children, and even the love of our life. Many will get off during the journey and leave a permanent vacuum in our lives. Many will go so unnoticed that we won't even know when they vacated their seats and got off the train ! This train ride will be full of joy, sorrow, fantasy, expectations, hellos, good-byes, and farewells. A good journey is helping, loving, having a good rel...

Most often, people run into the problem of "not knowing what they want to do in life" because they place SO MUCH VALUE on knowing 100% what they want to do in life. Friends , I am sharing the views of a renowned author with whom I got a chance to interact with. I know this plight well.   In college, I went through 4 different majors in 2 years before I found something to settle on—and then what I settled on wasn't even what I ended up getting a job doing.  First I studied journalism, then music production, then poetry, then piano performance, until finally deciding to stick with creative writing.  And now, I work as an Associate Creative Director at a Think Tank and ad agency in Chicago.  This doesn't mean that I still can't be a poet, or a pianist, or a journalist, or a music producer—I still do all these things in my spare time.  On that same note, just because I'm an Associate Creative Director doesn't mean that that's all I am, or that...

Friends, We the so called Human are the most insane species. We worship an invisible god and destroy the visible nature, unaware that the nature we are destroying is the god we are worshipping.... Do you believe in life after death.. existence of God, asked a middle aged woman ,while I was going home for my vacations..... I thought for a while and found myself in dilemma , "I don't know" I answered... Let us go with a story.....................! she said. In a mother’s womb were two babies. One asked the other: “Do you believe in life after delivery?” The other replied, “Why, of course. There has to be something ... after delivery. Maybe we are here to prepare ourselves for what we will be later.” “Nonsense” said the first. “There is no life after delivery. What kind of life would that be?” The second said, “I don’t know, but there will be more light than here. Maybe we will walk with our legs and eat from our mouths. Maybe we will have other s...

Friends , Making a big life change is pretty scary , But do you know what's even scarier........... its Regret.   I've learned - That you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned - that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned - that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned - that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time ...